Spring 2009 Music list - Review of JAPANESE SONGS ONLY -

Now for number 2 - Yui Horie - Silky Heart.

I choose this song as REALLY funny things happen when I hear this song. Too many incidents to list. Whenever this song automatically plays - I have this weird feeling that something coincidental is going to happen.

For instance - this song played while I was waiting for the MRT to arrive and I saw an ex-classmate (Tianshu - now in some private school) at Outram MRT station !

Alright alright - coincidence? Maybe.

But thing about this - 1 month later I went for my dental appointment and when I was heading home via MRT, I saw ANOTHER ex-classmate (Izzat - now in ITE) at Outram MRT station. This was the song that I was listening to when I saw him.

Alright - so I'm lucky - that's what.

It does'nt stop there - but I'll stop here.

I WANT MY DEAR READERS TO PAY ATTENTION TO THE FOLLOWING LINES ( of the lyrics ) OF THE SONG ==

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" Although it’s easy to say “I love you”,
when you appear in front of me,
my personality arises and becomes my hindrance. "

" I hope you can understand my feelings.
That’s why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love. "

" ...I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
I’ve forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows.
Someday, the real me will say “I Love You”,
I must say it…but today I’ve become too weak {to do it}. "

" If I say I love you, I’ll be at ease,
although I understand that truth,
If I say it, it seems you’ll distance yourself… "

" In what way should I think about it?
Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends… "

" It may be a beautiful thing but,
I just don’t want to keep getting hurt.
Why did I just warned myself?
I’m just running away right? "

" This time, if I’m to be hurt again, I’m sure
I won’t be able to love anyone else again…
This sound leading and seemingly breaking my heart
lies under my memories…I’m sure.
I put away and forgot about that day… "


" I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
Purposely hiding my weakness,
even if I put up a front, I’m sure
one day the real me will say “I Love You” and
properly convey these feelings to you.


Alright - I want my dear readers to pay FULL attention to the lyrics posted above.
ALL of them are DIRECTLY SPOT ON.

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" That’s why I always
give you that side glance
with my greatest courage and love. "

I know it's weird that this is coming from a guy but <.< ah heck. My false-email user thing ( emotional-pisces? wth? ) already gave 90% of it away.

It's these...feelings that make me shy and all - but I know I still have to do it. Feelings - a double edged sword.

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" I finally got to meet you and be aware of you,
but I’m unskillful in love…
I’ve forgotten my scars of love,
so suddenly, the pain overflows. "

Only SHE ( if she ever reads my blog ) will understand this. I finally got to meet you and be aware of you - but yeah. Those who know who I'm talking about will know who SHE is.

I admit, I confess - I'm unskillful in love :P
That is why...I went home and bang my head on the wall after that incident.

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" If I say I love you, I’ll be at ease,
although I understand that truth,
If I say it, it seems you’ll distance yourself… "

So true, so true. If I say it, I'll be at ease. If I say it, it seems you'll distance yourself.

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" In what way should I think about it?
Right now, your distance to me
is merely that of friends… "

I'll skip this.

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" It may be a beautiful thing but,
I just don’t want to keep getting hurt.
Why did I just warned myself?
I’m just running away right? "

Yeah - make it seem that it's all my fault for acknowledging her and making my presence known. Why did I just warned myself? ( or rather, why DID'NT I just warned myself ) - if I did'nt make myself known - things would'nt have been this way - right?

I don't know :/ I honestly don't know.

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" I put away and forgot about that day… "

I put away and TRY TO forget about that day.

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" Purposely hiding my weakness,
even if I put up a front, I’m sure
one day the real me will say “I Love You” and
properly convey these feelings to you "

One day - I will.

I'll stop here. You can figure out the rest on your own.