Determined and depressing.

Alright so it's another new week. Well, my Design and Technology artefact MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST be completed by this week or else I'll fail my D&T N levels examination.

And I MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST regain my position back when I was in the top 10 in class; and these are the subjects that I'm taking down with me :

English - Nuff' said. A1.

Maths - I was EXCELLENT in this until I reached secondary 3. Somehow I screwed up my secondary 3 and lost my way in Mathematics, thus making me fail at 40+ marks or even 60 marks at highest. No more, I'm striving hard to change my 6x or 7x marks into a 8x or even a 9x score for my examinations, it's a new syllabus this year, so I doubt it's going to be easy anymore. Nevertheless, I have my potential.

Science - An A1 for this is a MUST if I would want to get into a medical course.

Combined Humanities - I did NOT study for this and I could easily get an distinction. However, some last minute revision won't kill. Who knows ? It may turn my A2 to an A1.

D&T - I picked this subject personally and I'm going to ACE it. I don't see how can I get a 'C' for this in the past few semester - and even a ' Just pass ' and even a 50/100 last year for an overall. Crap this - I'm going to ACE it.

AddMaths - A B3 would be good, and if I got an A2 for this subject I could literally FLY to the sky. Now that I have a tuition teacher, I'm going to pull my grades up.

Now, notice that I did not mention 'Chinese'. Well; I've given up on it, but I'll still take the paper and try my luck. It's frustrating how I keep getting 40~49 marks for this subject yet I RARELY get a 50+ for Chinese. Even so, 50 marks for Chinese language on a N level subject is considered failure.

What I PLAN to take : Japanese. I've got a BASIC course cert and waiting for my next course. Maybe this could replace Chinese altogether...

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Anyway I watched the last episode of Ginban Kaleidoscope a few days ago and yeah I must say I cried at the ending. Oh, I won't leak any spoilers. If you want reviews then it's on the previous post.

Yesterday, I planned to update my blog but due to the time constrain, I can't. I was busy watching my movie that I forgot. What movie, you ask? ' Grave of the fireflies '. This is a REALLY tragic movie that goes features a teenage Japanese guy during World War 2 when the Japan bombed Pearl harbor. We all know that the American threw two atomic bombs at them, but this was what REALLY happens in the eyes of a Japanese during World War 2 when the Americans came into the fray.

Truly touching, I cried while watching the movie too. If you are looking for a really depressing movie, this is the movie for you.

Alright, it's time for me to sign off now.
Till next time, Gene.